Insecurity surrounded me, at that moment I realized I was in love.
Everything threatened love.
I was scared.
I was jealous.
I was panicked.
I felt betrayed and abandoned and lied to.
I thought myself a fool for thinking you could love me back or that we could ever love each other freely.
I doubted everything that had existed been between us, everything you said and even everything I had ever felt.
I didn’t believe in the future, or the present, it got to the point where I didn’t even believe the past.