This is love.

Insecurity surrounded me, at that moment I realized I was in love.  
Everything threatened love.  
I was scared.
I was jealous.
I was panicked. 
I felt betrayed and abandoned and lied to.  
I thought myself a fool for thinking you could love me back or that we could ever love each other freely.  
I doubted everything that had existed been between us, everything you said and even everything I had ever felt.  
I didn’t believe in the future, or the present, it got to the point where I didn’t even believe the past.   



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